god, i love that feeling.

you know that feeling

when you've been running around

on the verge of crazy

for an extended period of time

and then you wake up one morning

on your own volition

(i.e. not aided by an alarm)

and you panic for a second

because the clock

on your bedside table

reads 12.30pm

and you think to yourself

i MUST be missing something right now

because you can't remember the last time that you weren't supposed to be somewhere by eight AM at the latest

and so you bolt from the bed

and you rush into the bathroom to splash some water on your face before throwing on some clothes

when you realize

or rather

you remember

that you didn't set your alarm for a reason

...

you didn't set your alarm

because the night before

you crossed the very last thing on your very long list of TO DO's OFF of your list

...

and so

for the first time

in a long time

you are agenda-less

commitment-less

you can actually DO NOTHING

and feel good about that

...

...

god

i love that feeling!